They say you should always write about what you know and I suppose alot of us write about our own experiences in a bid to rid ourselves of the emotions that the memnories instill in us. I certainly felt your anger reading your short passage. I too am writing about what I know and have experienced - probably a s a means of self helpbut Im clear I want it to reflect myself as a whole person and wants to show how my sense of humour still struggles to make itself heard ona daily basis. I must say though writing about the emotional experiences can be harrowing and I often feel physically and emotionally drained when Ive spent a copule of hours on my writing. However its a goal alot of us have on our lifetime wish list - to write that book.. so enjoy doing what you are doing but look on the positive also.. even though sometimes its hard to realise we all have positives in our lives.

Thats what gets me through anyway.

Good luck