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Chapter 6 - P3

  Now what else was left to do?

  I pull up my character sheet and take a quick glance at it.

  I spend 2 points on Intelligence, bringing it to 40, an A-. And I spend the other 5 points on Constitution bringing it to 30, a B-. Allowing me to adjust Experience Allocation to 30%.

  Next I check the abilities section hoping for something new but nothing has been added on and so I dismiss the interface without a second thought.

  I pull up the evolution point description.

  What exactly defines monster materials?

  I reach into the front pouch of my kevlar chest plate and pull out the three chunks from the Crystallized Screamer I had slain in the sewers, the night before last.

  I study it for a moment, really concentrating on it. I turn the quartz over in my palm, watching light fracture through its crystalline structure.

  Three aspects, and I can only guess at what they'd do to an ability. Spirit suggests something intangible, some kind of mental fortitude? Control could mean precision, could mean duration, could mean a dozen things the System isn't bothering to clarify. Communication is the outlier. The grudge used some kind of psychic attack after its Crystalized Screamer evolution, so there's a through line there, but what does that translate to when evolved onto Analytical Strike or Extension?

  The honest answer was I didn't know and what I needed right now was edge. Something like damage, speed or endurance. Hard metrics that keep me breathing whereas these aspects read like a different build entirely. Even if I used the material to affect my evolution choices, it felt like synaptic quartz was for someone who wanted to influence, to connect, to operate through subtler channels.

  I re pocket the material and slowly come to a stand. Quietly I head towards the fire door and check to make sure the coast is clear. As I exit I come face to face with several large piles of sparkling dust sitting outside my door.

  Hmm, I wonder….

  I go back inside and retrieve several containers, taking the time to harvest the dust before it gets swept away.

  Back in the kitchen, I set the half dozen containers on the counter to study what I've collected. The dust catching light strangely, seeming to glow faintly even in the dim interior.

  Air and Will. I think about what that might mean for an ability's evolution. Mobility, maybe, range extension? Or something less tangible, some kind of resistance to mental interference. Will suggests autonomy, intention. The capacity to act rather than react.

  Closer to what I need than the grudge drop, but still speculative. Still a guess dressed up as analysis.

  My eyes drift then to the kitchen block. Most of my looted knives had rubber grips, but one in particular was a bone-handled filet knife. Too specialized for the smash-and-grab crowd, so I managed to swipe it week two. I pick it up, run my thumb along the flat of the blade, and concentrate.

  I stare at the notification for a long moment.

  It was a pre-system item. A knife someone bought at Billiams-Wonoma or inherited from a grandmother. Still the System assigned traits to it and found something worth categorizing in stylized animal bone.

  Not useful for my purposes, with its inferior quality and a generic aspect. I'm not burning an evolutionary point on "structure" when I need killing power. But the implications sit in my head and refuse to leave. If this has aspects, what else did? The walls? The furniture? The whole material world available, was it all catalogued and waiting? Could metals be used? Could fine woods or rare gems or historical artifacts be used as a substitute?

  I need more data before I spent anything.

  A thought surfaces and I think back to the doe, that part they left me with that wasn’t a part of the quest.

  I set the filet knife down and concentrate on the open palm of my hand, willing the mysterious extra gift I was given into existence.

  It weighs almost nothing and feels like compressed smoke given form. I hold it up to the dim light and concentrate.

  Unique? Three aspects, all hidden. Clearly, the System doesn't want to tell me what this is.

  I should stop here. Run tests on the lower-tier materials first, establish a baseline before I touch something this far outside normal parameters.

  Yet somehow I can’t get my fingers to move.

  The quartz was wrong for my build, the resonance was speculative at best. But this was something whose death cracked open the world and let a nightmare crawl through.

  I wonder what it would do to an ability or how it might affect my choices. Perhaps I could concentrate a bit harder and pull just a little bit more information from the interface without…

  The material dissolves in my hand.

  Stolen novel; please report.

  Wait! I didn't authorize this. I didn't…

  The trail sharpens.

  After so many braided paths, so many clusters of the wretched kind offering themselves as distractions from my purpose, the signature I seek finally distinguishes itself from the accumulated stench of its species. Singular and unmistakable carrying the residue of what they touched.

  I taste the wind, surrounding me, is that moment of cold patience that precedes conclusion.

  Yet the mechanism stirs, its dithering way. I feel it before it speaks, that unwelcome presence that has threaded itself through the fabric of its existence since its moment of descent. It presses against my consciousness like a servant seeking an audience with its betters.

  I ignore it, as I ignore all things beneath my consideration.

  But this time it does not accept dismissal.

  The sensation instead is... unprecedented. A strength gathering at the edges of my awareness. A pressure building behind my eyes, within my chest, along the severed thread where my beloved's presence once hummed. The mechanism is not merely observing. It is now attending instead. Focusing its vast and meaningless arithmetic upon me with an intensity I have not previously experienced.

  I pause in my hunt. This irritates me.

  The words burn across my vision. Not whispered. Proclaimed! As though this crude accountancy of numbers and simplistic agency gives it the authority to command my attention.

  I bare my teeth at nothing. At the air itself. At the presumption of a thing that counts and measures and assigns value daring to speak to me of resonance, of necessity, of distinction. As though my purpose needed its permission.

  Soul-debt.

  The term catches in my mind like a thorn. I know debt, I know that everything I see is owed to my lineage and what we haven’t taken only exists because we want it to be. But this debt… is not something the mechanism can name. For there’s no ledger it can balance with me.

  Lies!

  No.

  I do not hunt for the mechanism. I do not hunt for sustenance. I do not hunt to hear my material scream for my pleasure.

  NO!

  I do not forge bonds with prey. I do not enter into arrangements with materials. The natural order does not negotiate with the things it consumes. A hairless ape does not kill a wild cat. The winter does not bond with the frost-killed fawn. I am inevitable after all. I am…

  Pain lances through me, I feel…

  I feel…

  It is exquisite!

  It lances through the hollow where my beloved's thread once lived, fills that absence with something else, something that burns and binds and connects. I feel it taking root. I feel it grow. A new thread spinning itself into existence, anchoring itself to my soul without my consent, without my acknowledgment, without any consideration for the hierarchies that have governed existence since before these hairless apes learned to chip stone into crude points.

  And at the other end of this thread…

  I feel the notion of progress.

  The idea of evolution.

  The one I hunt. The one who stood in my garden. The one whose hands carry my beloved's ending. I feel its heartbeat now as I once felt hers. Rapid, alive in a way that suddenly, impossibly, matters to this wretched mechanism.

  Nemesis.

  That wyrd is progenial. Aeonic really. Older than their giant wooden boat carrying animals during floods. Older than the rocks that killed the lizards. Older than the first spark of hunger in the deep caves they cowered in.

  It comes from tongues that were already weary when the world was young. It was known when the nagas first looked upon the stars and saw more than light. Even then, they understood what the younger races have since forgotten. That the world would always contain things greater than themselves. The inevitable answer to hubris.

  But a nemesis implies... opposition, equivalence. Two forces bound by fate to meet and unmake one another.

  NO!

  This is not what I am to this creature. To any creature.

  I am not its opposite. I am not its dark reflection. I am not a force that balances against its existence as though we occupied positions of comparable circumstance.

  I am the end of its story, nothing more, nothing less.

  I read these words three times.

  Neither can escape the other.

  THE MECHANISM HAS BOUND ME!

  What insane machinations makes it believe that it can bound me! Not merely observed me, not merely counted my kills and whispered its arithmetic into my ear, but bound me!!

  To prey!!!

  To materials!!!!

  To a hairless ape whose existence should constitute nothing more than a brief interruption in the eternal procession of my days!!!!!

  Your Nemesis will grow stronger through conflict with you.

  A thought blooms in my mind, it is unbidden and yet I understand now why the mechanism has distinguished itself. Why it felt the need to distinguish why deaths yielded more than others. Why the one who struggled, the one who fought with intention and sequence, earned a higher tally than the other material on the canvas of my killing floor.

  The mechanism does not merely count. It cultivates instead the idea of power.

  It has been preparing this creature, this hairless ape, for me. Feeding it power through survival. Rewarding its growth with the currency of those I have culled in my pursuit of it.

  And now it tells me, as though I were subject to its pronouncements, that this cultivation shall continue. That every time I close upon my prey, every time I test its inadequate defenses, every time I remind it of its place in the natural order, I shall be strengthening myself?

  I decide then to resume my hunt, not for any other reason.

  The trail burns brighter with my new purpose. For I shall demonstrate precisely to this mechanism how little these designations matters.

  So that the natural order can reassert itself, over this crude arithmetic of souls and levels and bonds.

  And in time it too shall forget its purpose entirely.

  This I vow.

  This I shall make so.

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